angry! frustrated and i cried!

boohoo siew chien cried!
i cant help it but i put soooo soooo soooo much effort it is not funny
late nights at uni
wasted a lot a lot of money on printing, materials
wasted time
and i fucking failed my mid term review

and the worst thing is i cried in front of a guy friend during lunch
thank god he made feel positive
but denu what went over me
and i just kept crying in the jap restaurant
talk about embarassing
hahahhaha

as a joke and due to how lucky that he saw me crying today cos he never sees me cried
he went to tattersall ( spl? ) to buy some lucky draw thingy.
on the condition that he must give me 50% of what he won
hahahhahaha we won but a measly ONE DOLLAR!

its had been 12 hours but i am still angry over the grade. i dont think i deserve the marks.
i did sooooo much development and this is all i get grrrrrrr

i gonna show my tutor who is cheah siew chien in the final review!!!!!!!!!!
200% effort!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!