mid semester resolution

the result is out today
phew at least i pass everything
i was scared out of my shit
every morning when i woke up
i had a hunch that everything will be alrite
nevertheless, i do not believe it
but my hunch was right
and thank you!

my marks wasnt fantastic
and i feel i need to push myself
harder HARDER AND HARDER
for the upcoming semester
and the rest of my architecture course

when i started this course
i felt that architecture is my passion
and it shouldnt be difficult for me
as everyone succeeds well in whatever they had passion in
but this proves me wrong
never get too over-confidence
or you will ended up like me

therefore, the solution is
do the best that i can
i will give a 110% effort to it
i wont be satisfied with my first work
i will improvise until it was a perfection
learn from my mistakes
learn to think outside the box
and learn to take risks

yet, i know what i have to do
but someone is holding me back
that is : ME!
i know myself too well
by the 3rd or 4th week, i will start to slack
but siew chien, this have to change
as every seed that you had planted
bears the fruit of your future

most importantly, you have to believe in yourself!

chikaboma liva