fucking angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

update:
thank god i had a good response from my tutor.
and he asked me to go for a re-assessment
hopefully i will pass this subject.

update :
yes, i was feeling down for a couple of days.
i doubted if being a future architect was the right track for me
had been doing a lot of thinking.
and i had realized she has a reputation of being biased... failing people for no reason.
but its ok now.
because to think about it.
famous architects were told to quit architecture school.
e.g. frank gehry
but they never quit.
so should i.
i am fucking better than ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
its better to fail than never and who knows what will happen after waste system and housing? ;)

******

honestly, i do not know how i could stay strong anymore
i put so much effort into my work
yet i get lower than those who had been failing throughout this semester
how can i get a 40 for architecture design
how can i get a 40 for something i really passionate about
how can i get a 40 when i spend a lot a lot a lot of time on
now i have to repeat for summer doing waste and housing system which i am not keen into
now my dad had to fork out another 6k
how the hell did i do wrong
is it because i didn't suck up to your sorry ass
is it because i didn't talk and joke around with you?
whyyy????