losing weightttttttttttttttt

i am bored... hahaha.

yay. i am so happy that i woke up with a pound less. i have 2.6kg to reach my goal weight but i am quite happy with what i had achieved. Never been this thin for a long time but honestly, still fat la . I was an A-class yoyo dieter who lose weight until a certain amount and gained back all, an emotional eater and omfg, the countless shin raymum and the gang i had eaten. each year, i would be 5kg heavier and by second year of architecture, i was at my fattest. everyone who knew me in brunei was shocked. aunties gossiped to my mom ( fuck you! ) and mom's continuous nags and my mom's WTF diet regime ( i still love my mom la, so no fuck ) AND I always blog about my losing weight plans for the semester HAHAHAHA and it only existed for a week or two.

so after spending four years in melbourne, i had gained an overall of 18kg. shithouse.

i decided to take control of my weight and lose weight once and for all.

no more size 16 pants because the 14 cant fit my thunder thighs
no more gossips by all the fucking aunties who are super insecure about their own weight and spent their time about gossiping people and instead of exercising - no, i do not give a fuck of who gossips about me but my mom, being the typical auntie, would be like ohhh, you know this auntie X said you are so hugeeeeeeeee. and i will be like i dont give a fuck. and chaos ensues.
no more "cant eat this or that" when i go back to brunei due to wtf diet regime.
AND, no more MOM'S NAGS. my ears will thank me, i tell you.

honestly, my mom is obsessed with my weight.

she will msg me

" what are you doing now? what is your weight now? did you go excise?"

or

" please go excise today"

EVERY. SINGLE. FUCKING. DAY.

and dont ask me why did she spelt exercise as excise.

and yes, after 2.6kg, i am already to planning to lose another 18kg i gained in form 4 and 5. screw heartbreaks and exam period.

and psst, i know this sounds like loserish but my motivation derives from this something awful thread. it is a good read about losing weight and there are lots of tips of what to eat and do and omfg, these people deserve an award or something.